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...written on 2004-10-04, @ 7:51 p.m.
So yes I wrote a four page paper in under two hours today, right before it was due. I think it was a decently good paper too. Of course, I really should start these things sooner, because it always happens that whenever I'm typing, I come up with even better ideas, but of course there is not enough time to finish it all off. And now there is another 4-5 page paper due tomorrow at 9:30am. I wish it wasn't due so early in the day; this means I have to do at least most of it tonight, unless I want to be waking up insanely early, which I really don't want to do. Especially since going to bed early just doesn't work out for me.
Last night I tried going to bed at 11. I even had an away message up. Then Phil wants to talk...so I come back over to the computer and start talking to him for a what I think will be a little bit...then Tuc wants to vent to me about something, and Dallas gets back online, and before you know it, it was 12:30am. Geez. Where does the time go. I think I could be so much more productive if there wasn't a thing called AIM. Except that I'm sure I would find other ways to distract myself.
*sigh* Phil just informed me that he will not marry me until I'm over Seth, out of college, have a job, and can support myself. The last three things can be taken care of quite easily. It's the first I wonder about. Stupid boys. Why can't they be nice. All I want is for a guy who will be nice to me and treat me how I treat him. He hurt me so much, yet when he wants to talk, I'm still here for him. I mailed out some new CDs to him to replace the ones he lost/broke. I know I shouldn't be doing this...but I can't help it.