i'm so not sure
...written on 2004-11-04, @ 4:29 p.m.
Do you ever wonder over and over again if you made the right decision? I'm thinking that right now. Maybe I decide things way too quickly. Maybe I move things too fast. Maybe this isn't the right thing to do. If I listen to enough people, they will talk me out of it...which is why I didn't buy the refundable ticket, because I knew if I had that option, I would probably change my mind.
Jenn is awesome. She is the only one here being completely supportive of my decision. She is so excited for me and she understands that I want to go so I at least know what will happen, rather than wonder what if...and she thinks the kt party will be fun! Jackie was just speechless when Scott told her I was going. Scott is being pretty cool about it...he's going to come with the airport with me and pick me back up from there, even though it will cost him money to do that.
It's going to be fun..I just need to make that my mantra. Fun fun fun fun FUN. But...yeah like the last two days it's like I don't know how to talk to him. I guess I'm afraid to say the wrong thing and make him not want me to come visit. A week from now I'll be in Michigan. Awesomeness. I hope. *crosses fingers*