I think all men should die
...written on 2004-12-14, @ 10:11 p.m.
I used to be my own worst enemy...now Phil is taking up that role.
Let me explain. Whenever I liked someone, I would always manage to convince myself that everything was fine even when they were treating me horribly and it was clear that nothing would ever come of the relationship. Now for once I actually want to stop something before it becomes anything more than whatever the heck it is right now. But...I was talking with Phil about all these things that I don't like, reasons why I just don't want to bother anymore. He counts with all these reasons why I am wrong, why this guy is acting the way he is...it's just so 'arrrrgggg'.
He is not helping! The only thing he is doing is making me keep trying to work things out. Except Phil did help me work out exactly what needs to be said. Right now though, I don't even want to make the effort to speak to him.
Maybe I should start taking my medicine again. Things get foggy when I don't take it. Hmm. It's been at least a week. Maybe longer. Oops.