The boring night
...written on 2004-10-03, @ 10:20 a.m.
Last night was really rather 'blah'. There is no other way to describe it. Part of it kinda was that Brad decided he (once again) isn't speaking to me. I wonder how this time will last. At least this time he hasn't blocked me on AIM yet...but he did call to tell me to throw away his address. Umm...yeah....wouldn't he be wanting to tell me to throw away his phone number? Whatever.
I'm feeing kinda bad because I'm not going to this huge party in Philly. I was going to go if Phil went, because out of everyone else going I think I know him the best. And he's very responsible and nice and he's my friend! We were going to make a kandi chain and attach it to ourselves so that he couldn't lose me and I wouldn't get lost! But...he decided he'd rather go to Toronto with other friends. And since I was having doubts about Philly, that just sealed the deal. However....I've started talking with a friend of Phil's and he's super sweet and he's going to Whistle. And that's making me want to go. I just have to keep remembering that I probably would not have a good time no matter what. Yup that's it.
So today...I need to write a 4-5 page paper with a thesis of my own choosing, and I'm rather nervous especially because I remembered yesterday I was supposed to email the professor my final thesis choice...and I didn't because, well, I haven't made a final decision yet! I sort of want to go out and buy some stuff...but I have no money to spend, so that doesn't work. Maybe I'll get some Chinese food for dinner - that would make me happy. Oh and I have left over pizza from last night for lunch! Yay - no dining hall food for me today! =)